this is so ironic, the very person whom one treasured and defended, in the process of it, hurt another person, ends up being lied by this very person. is this retribution? ha :(

I wish to tell this friend "The truth hurts a lot less if lies aren't involved in the first place!" The worst thing about being lied to is knowing that I am not worth the truth.

I sit and think

Of the words you said

All of which

Go around in my head

Which to believe?

Which are true?

But then again,

Why should I believe you?

I don't know whats a lie or truth anymore,

So should I just leave it at good bye?

Thats it don't want this to end,

But my heart I have to defend,

So my choices are slowly fading,

While my heart is slowly breaking,

Just tell me what I need to do,

To get this through to you,

I want to belive everything you say...

So just tell me what is true,

So then maybe I can finally have some faith in you...

Are tears are the safety valve of the heart when too much pressure is laid on it? Is that why one will cry when the heart feels the pain?

I realised that there's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time. Even though it hurts so bad...

We can never lose what we never had, perhaps the truth will set us free... but first, it gonna make one miserable.

A happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness and the word happy would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. It is far better to take things as they come along with patience and equanimity...

with these tots in mind, I rest my case...
hox 17